I would be lying if I say that I do not let anything affects me, since there are many things that arouse my emotions, both positive and negative. Sometimes external events play an important role in our reactions, but it’s we who discern the importance we give to each thing.
To me, for example, gifts are exciting (I have a wonderful amazon wish-list that gives me much joy, if someone wants to “move me” I’ll be happy to give you the link 😀 ), I grieve the bad news from family and friends , I am moved by the sincere efforts of mine …I’m not a stone!
Happens that I have a substantial self control, but that does not mean I stay hieratic under any circumstances, on the contrary, I laugh a lot, even at myself, and I enjoy my life and everything positive into it.
Being Dominant does not relieve me of the mood swings, but I am responsible for the way in which I exteriorize them, since it ends up affecting those around me.
Faking is exhausting and I do not like the undaunted Mistress poses to whom nothing affects her, although there are times when it’s not a pose, that’s exactly how I feel, in others it’s a grotesque endeavor to maintain it. Can anyone imagine a Mistress having an orgasm with a face of disgust and unwillingness? lol.